I love you so much my darling Leo, mummy will never forget you or the times we had together.

Spare a thought for the dad. He will be hurting more than you know and no doubt more than he will admit.

We will always remember the little things he used to do, and how his personality shone through. He will always be our "wee fighter".

I hope you're up there having an amazing play date baby O. We miss you every day.

My tears have dried but my memories never fade.

My beautiful baby boy was born on 21st May weighing 1lb 4oz I couldn’t believe how perfect he was.

On the 1st of March 2017 you were born, I never got to hear you cry, I never got to feel your breath on me.

I left his room untouched for the days that I feel I need to be close to him. The pain of losing a child cannot be explained, only experienced.

I find I am Pregnant, and I am terrified, and I am surprised, I don't know what to do. 5 years without a whisper of pregnancy and here it is when I wasn't even trying.  But I knew from the second I picked up that test that I loved you.

I remember taking that pregnancy test - 3 times negative and 4th time positive. I remember those movements like they were yesterday. Why you left us I will never know.

I wrote this poem following the birth of my daughter, Autumn Nancy, 13 months after my first daughter Mara Ivy was stillborn. 

Though the time spent together was a lifetime too short I'll treasure it forever.

On 25th April 2015 I got the news that my beautiful little man had passed away, I had just froze and my heart felt like it had been ripped out of my chest as this was a hard time for me already wit

I found out I'd lost my baby at only 12 weeks pre term in December 2016. There are no words I can use to describe the feeling of utter despair that I felt.