I was 33 weeks pregnant picking my children up from school when I had the most awful contractions, which then turned into bleeding/clots.

I went the hospital and he was delivered in 18 mins by emergency section.

Due to an abruption and lack of oxygen my boy was severely brain damaged.

The kindest thing for me to do was let him go but also the hardest.

Grieving with an 8 year old and 5 year old is so tough but we held him for 4 days had the most precious memories.

Now he is an angel watching over us xx