Waves 🌊



Each day appears to form a new inner wave, some that toss me upside down, until I feel trapped deep in a pitch black cave....



But some are smaller, waves with choppy white horse crests and these help float me in gently... until I feel the stones with my toes and my feet are on the floor once more.



The Oceans power is strong and big like that of the Oak tree and with that kind of giant strength, I know my mind needs to be free from any huge tidal seas and instead feel wrapped safe in the branches of one of Finlay's Oak trees 🌳



Right now mind and body are churning and it's hard to know where I'm going....



I've told Finlay that it's only by swimming and by me trusting in the knowledge that each wave brings a healing flow, a chance for me to let some of sadness, pain and hurt go..... so the LOVE can be left to shine on and glow.



There are so many moments when I've wished this all to not be real but this is when the tidal waves hit, the rollers crash over me and I cannot breathe.... so I am being present to the great ocean pace; allowing myself the time for grief, this is not a race!



.... At sea I know that the waves will not overcome me and Finlay Oak you'll always be watching me, getting closer with each stroke of my arms to the land and shore...

Because peace and safety in the heart, is part of our FOREVER MORE 💖