One year ago today was the happiest day of my life, my beautiful baby boy SAM was born.

Have you ever stood and looked up into the clear night sky

Wondering if your soul is out there dancing amid the countless others?

My due date was the 4th July 2008, I was so excited and organised for our second baby (another little boy, my Husband and I were thrilled).

She was not ours for long

She's up in heaven now

Running, playing and singing songs

And so my little angel

This is written just for you

To let you know

When I married in September 2001, at age 34, I was eager to begin trying for a family right away.