In May 2018 my husband and I discovered we were expecting our second child. We were both over the moon about having another baby!

The world may never notice

if a snowdrop doesn't bloom,

or even pause to wonder

if the petals will fall too soon.

Benjamin,



I wanted you so much more than anyone ever really knew, I still do.

I was pregnant with identical twins, at 17 weeks my waters broke at work.

I was advised that I was having a miscarriage.

Having already had a straight forward, low risk pregnancy with our daughter who is 4, I had no idea a baby could die in the womb when they are healthy and showing no signs of being in d

I will never forget the moment we found out we were expecting our perfect little baby.