Yesterday, today, tomorrow
For all eternity
We are one
My third daughter, my Angel, my Jenny

When I was told that I was expecting a baby girl, I was thrilled, excited and couldn't wait to meet her.

We miss you Alex. Your three sisters and your new sister Heidi, Mummy and Daddy all love you so much.

I didn't know how someone could be so perfect to me, a mothers love really does beat everything.

The day I lost my son, I lost me. I lost a part of me, everything changed. My thought process, how I saw myself, how I dealt with my own emotions.

I spent a whole 3 weeks with my baby until I finally let him go to his place of rest, all these photos, memories, moments spent, are hard to get over.

Our little boy arrived a bit early due to placenta previa - undiagnosed by two GPs. He weighed 3.5 lbs He would have been the first baby boy to be born in our extended family.

When I was first told I would need to deliver my baby I was horrified, but after going through it, for me it was the most natural way and I am so grateful I got to meet him and hold him.

From that day my life would never be the same. Part of me had died. My plans and my future had changed. Nothing would ever be the same again.